In between.

I feel the drastic change in me, yet I cannot see it...
I feel the strong refusal in me, I don't know what it propose to...
I feel the softness disappearing in me, yet I haven't get to be strong...

What's wrong with me?

Transforming?
Inner-dissociation?
What could it be, I just hate being in between...
I need confirmation before I get mad, of myself...