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Saturday, January 31, 2009

Doubts


Is that what you supposed to do?

Is that an unwritten rule which you're keeping to?
Are you grabbing too much that you're not supposed to?
It makes you feel tired, frustrated and started to doubt yourself again...


Don't ever involve yourself when you know you cannot handle de consequences, you told yourself before...
You were just intended to help, to let things settled as fast a possible, yet you've broken de rule at de mean time...
You should remain silent, you should stand still on your point,
you should not be de one...



Is that a symbol?
A symbol of trustworthy, responsible and worth relying on...
Or it is just another way round?
A symbol of weak, bullied and choice of no choice...


Whatever it is and whoever you've been, de hurts finally go to you...
De unsatisfying, blames, dislikes and complaints all came to you, because you made de decisions, so you deserve all these...
But who leave their decisions to you?
You always know, people use 1 finger to point at you, while 4 others pointing themselves...
So you didn't angry, you only disappointed;
You didn't scold, because you know bad words make thing worse...


Learn a lesson again?
Remain silent when you don't need to voice out...
Some pretends are necessary, to protect yourself...
After all you should be grown up, don't you?


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I did it,
you did it too,
yet only I'd been penalized...


I said it,
you spoke it as well,
yet only my words labelled false...


If I was you,
and you were me,
would it make any differences?
I think I'll still be one who gets blamed,
due to de mismatching personalities with words...


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Self doubt is normal?
Then I'm normal by now...





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