Conflicts

I know I've no rights to know everything,
but at least when I asked,
you shouldn't lie...


I know I'm tend to be repeating de history,
but there is something different now,
yet it's not any better tho...


I know I'm not kind enough,
but still I'm trying hard to be,
and at least I'm sincere...


I know I didn't put you all as priority,
yet you all should understand that:
I didn't take you all as substitutes...


I know even I think you're now de one,
you wouldn't let me be de only one,
because heart is everchanging...


I know I shouldn't think much about it,
yet my mind is just out of control,
being so pessimistic...


Trying to get my mind out of de complications,
as I cannot afford to carry de heavy brain,
or else I'll be dying, mentally...